Never Say Forever

Radio wave effects

In its icky stares

Where she spoke of passion within those words

Of her voice

Wasted in the killing lights

Between the wants and the needs

Of rejected love

Haunts the healing heart

Never to feel alive

Under the holiday of love

Judges among the images

Without compassion for my soul

I am born in its face

With a lifestyle that is mute to others…

I am all alone…

Walking beside the garden of hopeless dreams

Searching inside this empty grave

Waiting…

For her love to come back

Midnight Roses

Listen... tick... tock ...


Can you hear it breathe?

Tick... tock ...tick ... tock ...

Now listen...

The sound grows faint

Listen closely

Thump... thump... thump ...

Can you hear it speak?

Breathe in once... and breathe out twice.

The sound runs rapid.

Thump, thump, thump, thump...

It starts to tune out on a steady beat.

Thump... thump.. thump...

The night became hazy.

As the pain was finally put to sleep.

It begins to claw for air, gasping, burning, and ripping through it's flesh.

Now... it bleeds with grace.

Laying between, the floor & it's thick red syrup.

....With a gray smile; I watched my suicide note float, underneath my swelling heart. Folded next to my paralyzed corpse. I begin to dream of a heaven, some where... far... far away.

The Mind Of My Heart

'Till dawn it burns.

'Till midnight it grows cold.

Forever lost in the pool of roses.

Forever lost in the flowers.

This is the taste of life... met by death.

A measurement of sorrow... met by happiness.

These are the thoughts of the heart.

These are the thoughts of my heart... the thoughts of a madman.

Love

What a tragedy love could be?

Unknown to its unspoken reasons...

Love paints it's bitter and sweet song among the untouched heart.

Where love is the illusion of the projected souls

Where love is the death note inside the sorrow

Where love is the romantic words of a poet

Where love is the melting winter tear of a teenage puppy crush.

Where love is the breathless mute kiss between its beat

Where love is sleeping under the blue night blues

As love grabs and never lets goes of your beating heart...

Where love is it's tragedy spoken, softly though you!

Fear

What compares to fear like the sound of silence?

That echoes through the mind.

Frozen in its chilling thoughts.

That hound underneath your blood.

In the lessons of a dissolving passion.

That becomes your shadow painted pain.

That feeds upon the flesh note hearts.

Between the dimensions of its distant heavens.

Throbbing though your bones.

Measured as a lost disease consuming the body and soul.

Pinned to the brain.

Dripping down the corners of your eyes.

Crushed beneath its pressure.

You swell up in its bitter taste.

Gasping out the idea.

Of what has become of fear?

Dear God

Dear God,

How long does it take for the heart to run out of breath?
How long does it take for love to be everlasting?
How long does it take for the ticking of a decomposing soul, of countless smiles dead between the pages?

How long does it take for life to hold its breathless promise?
How long does it take for a painted dream to turn into a cloudless nightmare?
How long does it take for a story to become fairytales?

How long does it take for the morning sorrow to sing to me?
How long does it take for the midnight death to whisper to me?
How long does it take for my winter veins to lay a summer heart to rest?

How long does it take for me to truly and forever be dead?
How long does it take for a flower to grow into an orchid?
How long does it take for the sun to set and the moon to rise?

Only if the world were to share my endless pain.
The happiness of the lost pieces of a simple tear
would bleed out the shades of my lost beauty.

Once Upon A Time

What do you call a world met by two color blind eyes?
Under a blood line of paradox answers dripping gracefully in its tasteless questions of beauty.
Does a list of black and white words picture life to be so blissful and breathe taking under a truth that was our friendship and a lie that was love?
It was only an October night when my heart said "I love you!"
Where it was only an April morning when your words sang "I love you too!"
Unhappy to my wild love letter to the devil himself.
Bookless to a day of endless pages turning to a plum red melody, while it rushes against my timid blue veins.
It was just a sickness compared to a cancer like the heart
as laugher was just a cold grey ticket to a cartoon like life.
Only a shadow of dancing promises, where I felt death within my ghost faced tears.
Where her love killed me
Only to whisper to myself, inside the shallow corners of my heart.
I quote "Once upon a time, people dreamed of love and hate, where it’s a life time of promises we die for!”