Never Say Forever

Radio wave effects

In its icky stares

Where she spoke of passion within those words

Of her voice

Wasted in the killing lights

Between the wants and the needs

Of rejected love

Haunts the healing heart

Never to feel alive

Under the holiday of love

Judges among the images

Without compassion for my soul

I am born in its face

With a lifestyle that is mute to others…

I am all alone…

Walking beside the garden of hopeless dreams

Searching inside this empty grave

Waiting…

For her love to come back

Midnight Roses

Listen... tick... tock ...


Can you hear it breathe?

Tick... tock ...tick ... tock ...

Now listen...

The sound grows faint

Listen closely

Thump... thump... thump ...

Can you hear it speak?

Breathe in once... and breathe out twice.

The sound runs rapid.

Thump, thump, thump, thump...

It starts to tune out on a steady beat.

Thump... thump.. thump...

The night became hazy.

As the pain was finally put to sleep.

It begins to claw for air, gasping, burning, and ripping through it's flesh.

Now... it bleeds with grace.

Laying between, the floor & it's thick red syrup.

....With a gray smile; I watched my suicide note float, underneath my swelling heart. Folded next to my paralyzed corpse. I begin to dream of a heaven, some where... far... far away.

The Mind Of My Heart

'Till dawn it burns.

'Till midnight it grows cold.

Forever lost in the pool of roses.

Forever lost in the flowers.

This is the taste of life... met by death.

A measurement of sorrow... met by happiness.

These are the thoughts of the heart.

These are the thoughts of my heart... the thoughts of a madman.