Never Say Forever

Radio wave effects

In its icky stares

Where she spoke of passion within those words

Of her voice

Wasted in the killing lights

Between the wants and the needs

Of rejected love

Haunts the healing heart

Never to feel alive

Under the holiday of love

Judges among the images

Without compassion for my soul

I am born in its face

With a lifestyle that is mute to others…

I am all alone…

Walking beside the garden of hopeless dreams

Searching inside this empty grave

Waiting…

For her love to come back

Midnight Roses

Listen... tick... tock ...


Can you hear it breathe?

Tick... tock ...tick ... tock ...

Now listen...

The sound grows faint

Listen closely

Thump... thump... thump ...

Can you hear it speak?

Breathe in once... and breathe out twice.

The sound runs rapid.

Thump, thump, thump, thump...

It starts to tune out on a steady beat.

Thump... thump.. thump...

The night became hazy.

As the pain was finally put to sleep.

It begins to claw for air, gasping, burning, and ripping through it's flesh.

Now... it bleeds with grace.

Laying between, the floor & it's thick red syrup.

....With a gray smile; I watched my suicide note float, underneath my swelling heart. Folded next to my paralyzed corpse. I begin to dream of a heaven, some where... far... far away.

The Mind Of My Heart

'Till dawn it burns.

'Till midnight it grows cold.

Forever lost in the pool of roses.

Forever lost in the flowers.

This is the taste of life... met by death.

A measurement of sorrow... met by happiness.

These are the thoughts of the heart.

These are the thoughts of my heart... the thoughts of a madman.

Love

What a tragedy love could be?

Unknown to its unspoken reasons...

Love paints it's bitter and sweet song among the untouched heart.

Where love is the illusion of the projected souls

Where love is the death note inside the sorrow

Where love is the romantic words of a poet

Where love is the melting winter tear of a teenage puppy crush.

Where love is the breathless mute kiss between its beat

Where love is sleeping under the blue night blues

As love grabs and never lets goes of your beating heart...

Where love is it's tragedy spoken, softly though you!

Fear

What compares to fear like the sound of silence?

That echoes through the mind.

Frozen in its chilling thoughts.

That hound underneath your blood.

In the lessons of a dissolving passion.

That becomes your shadow painted pain.

That feeds upon the flesh note hearts.

Between the dimensions of its distant heavens.

Throbbing though your bones.

Measured as a lost disease consuming the body and soul.

Pinned to the brain.

Dripping down the corners of your eyes.

Crushed beneath its pressure.

You swell up in its bitter taste.

Gasping out the idea.

Of what has become of fear?

Dear God

Dear God,

How long does it take for the heart to run out of breath?
How long does it take for love to be everlasting?
How long does it take for the ticking of a decomposing soul, of countless smiles dead between the pages?

How long does it take for life to hold its breathless promise?
How long does it take for a painted dream to turn into a cloudless nightmare?
How long does it take for a story to become fairytales?

How long does it take for the morning sorrow to sing to me?
How long does it take for the midnight death to whisper to me?
How long does it take for my winter veins to lay a summer heart to rest?

How long does it take for me to truly and forever be dead?
How long does it take for a flower to grow into an orchid?
How long does it take for the sun to set and the moon to rise?

Only if the world were to share my endless pain.
The happiness of the lost pieces of a simple tear
would bleed out the shades of my lost beauty.

Once Upon A Time

What do you call a world met by two color blind eyes?
Under a blood line of paradox answers dripping gracefully in its tasteless questions of beauty.
Does a list of black and white words picture life to be so blissful and breathe taking under a truth that was our friendship and a lie that was love?
It was only an October night when my heart said "I love you!"
Where it was only an April morning when your words sang "I love you too!"
Unhappy to my wild love letter to the devil himself.
Bookless to a day of endless pages turning to a plum red melody, while it rushes against my timid blue veins.
It was just a sickness compared to a cancer like the heart
as laugher was just a cold grey ticket to a cartoon like life.
Only a shadow of dancing promises, where I felt death within my ghost faced tears.
Where her love killed me
Only to whisper to myself, inside the shallow corners of my heart.
I quote "Once upon a time, people dreamed of love and hate, where it’s a life time of promises we die for!”

After The Rose

One heart beat is equal to one pulse
Never to be seen or heard
In a toneless dream
Swallowed by the convictions of a decomposing love
The paradox of a teenage mind
Peels the layers of life selections among a fading fantasy
Decaying in his reflection. .........

Picture a grey and black movie
Motionless to the cold black daisy pressed against my chest.
Waking up to an unquiet rumor that was a fashionable dream.
Accepting its fading past and present
Left beside an unfavorable future
With disillusionment in their gloomy faces
Bound to a weak stomach full with sorrow
Peeling the flesh off their vanishing hearts
Uneasy to the faith of a lost soul
Pasted inside the pieces of a clock
Ticking against the gears beating like tears.
Helpless like the eyes of a new born baby
Words become the lyrics of a mute song
They were unknown people coded in happiness brought by sadness.
Face to face with myself

"In tune with the hearts of others, where I lay in the center of the universe, Fused inside the memories. Embraced in a life beyond death."

The death between friends and family come with remorse
The emptiness felt inside your heart heals within time
Never forgotten to what is remembered as a stunning story.

Good-Bye-Moon

What can be the taste of blood slowly sliding down my throat…

Gumming and grinding my insides

I slowly chewed on the bitter pieces of her heart

...Mmm the rancid taste of her garden flower screams

The crunches of cold steamy blood splatters out…

With smiling faces

Reached out with a dripping kiss

...Listen with me as you read her heart pushing up and down her chest

...It hungers for death... thump... thump... thump

I have not drank but eaten the passion that was love

Nothing more but a midnight eclipse

As I walk against the milky moon

...As I held her heart... in a pool of tears.

Dancing Through the Night

After the eclipse of the unnatural whispers

Beating across the stars

In the shy moon smiles

Beside a dead sunshine

Blazing against the forgotten pictures

Under the breathless gravity

Pulled from the words of the unspoken planets

Felt inside the bones of the dancing comets

As my list is the ghost of my words

Mercury's heart meant by Venus's love

Compare with shooting star emotion

Meant on a rose

To weak to share that smile

Beyond her words

As life is meet without its flower.

Romeo & Juliet

Romeo: My heart truly belongs to you

Juliet: Our love is forever

Romeo: We've stayed here for too long

[Now he knows the winds carry sorrow.]

Juliet: We truly belong together

Romeo: The days of our love are endless

Juliet: I will swallow the universe for you

[ Fragments of love torn apart.]

Romeo: Our families hate is our love

Juliet: This is nothing new as this is true

Romeo: Let us end our hearts pain

[As they lay on the bed of the universe]

Juliet: Let us close our wounds

Juliet: That will make us forever...

[As they drink the venom of love]

With one last kiss

They suck each other poison out

As the lifeless bodies lay dead on the bed of the universe...

Their spirits roam

The earth

To enjoy their endless love.

-Note; This poem was one of my early work. Done back in the summer of 2007.
I was one of the many who also fell in love with William Shakespeare's Romeo & Juliet.
I, later on, became infulenced to write my own Romeo & Juliet.

Le Corbeau

The crow

Is the animal I always wanted to be…

The crow

Is the bottle up emotion, that’s hidden inside my soul…

The crow

Is the lock, shade less colors of my distant heart…

The crow

Is the nightmare of what my dreams use to be…

The crow

Is just one of the many gifts of God…

The crow

Is just the happiness of a lost sadness within life…

The crow

Is just the animal I always wanted to be…

Only looking upon me,

So black…

So cold…

So lonely…

Without a care

With no hope of death…

Picturing myself as the false reflection, of what the crow wanted to be.

Sleep

Sleep is the real interview deep within the memories
Through a sad soul , dead among a cancerous body
Rush against her romantic name of "Emily", would fit a ever lasting sweet as sour chemical that was her name.
That share the double edge story of blood and tears
Nothing more to what any heart would die of when its broken...


Sister's morning star was meant by her love's midnight sunset
Sister's love was made with passion and happiness
Where my love was made with lust and sorrow
Burn into a endless forever where sister felt his love fill with dreams
Melted under my skin of a timeless kiss, we shared inside my sisters nightmares
Their muteless night of love making became my sicken tears
Breathless as I watch among the shadow of their pleasure
Loading the gun of a bleeding smile
As I sang them a bed time story meant by the cold flower that was my heart...

"Never did you see that I love him too sister, as your days are better asleep than awake. Where you my love... You live in the hopes of my heart , where your heart is better asleep than awake."
As I lay here between the blood and tears,
It came to mind were I was only was nine years old .
Yet to understand what happens to love... When its put to sleep.

BIO: "Sleep" ended up as one my best poems amongst many people. Like any writer or artist, I thought my work could be better. "Sleep" was my second to last poem, of 2008. Currently going through relationship issues, my mind wonders to the ideas of this poem. Thinking about "What if... I was to cut out my heart, and just lay love, or most my emotions, to rest."